I've lost a long term relationship but I've found another, by chance, that I thought was lost long ago. This means I'm moving localities and moving everything I own, including my animals, by the end of the coming long weekend, 5th - 7th October. That doesn't leave me a lot of time for anything but packing and organising and it's definitely rattling my constitution.
Some of you may decide to no longer follow my blog, and that is your choice, as your moral values might believe in working at a relationship and making it right. However, the relationship I was in has been going downhill for a long time and counselling hasn't changed anything.
I've been given the chance again to be with the man I have loved all my life, my Soul Mate, since he boxed the ears of another boy at school when we were 10 years old, so he could take me to the dance. Life hasn't been very nice to us in the interim and, though we've crossed paths a few times, the choices we've made have often been decreed by others or by circumstances.
Now I feel
like I'm going "home" to
the one person who still makes my heart sing,
my nerves tingle, my senses go crazy and lights up my day,
and my life, with his smile......and I'm not letting it pass me by again.
My header and profile pic will change once I'm back in a routine. The blog name will remain as there will be another farm in the future, with maybe a few added "fancies", only this time I'll be a partner to what happens there, not a sometimes unwilling passenger. I'll be rolling out of here and rolling out the new pics of my new life with my new partner. Well, maybe not that "new" as it's just a continuation of what should have been 30 years ago when my family forced us to part company. It may be a few weeks, or it may be a few months, but from now on wherever I am it will be with my Soul Mate and that makes it home as sometimes all you need is someone to trust and believe in, and to love you, to feel safe and secure..... and if you feel the same for them then nothing is impossible.